Vérifier....

Sun shine was at his best... air conditioner was fighting a loosing battle... deep in the thoughts of the fight my mind ambles into the unknown territory, which I never explored before... and I never bothered too.

Waiting for her in evening with all eyes on the road is history now, the eyes hardly gets the break from this machine, forget the roads, but it didn't hurt her.. or may be it did...

Taste buds never tickled the brain on the dining table, it just gulped down the goodies with out any praise, even if she might not have expected it... or may be she did

Those love filled hugs, brushing of un kept hairs were no longer enjoyable... they just made my forearm shrink... but it did not hurt her, but may be it did...

The secure feeling which I had earlier while I was holding her hand was no longer secure.. she never complained... but may be she did...

Now I realise
She never placed me in her eyes, I was not the apple of her eye, because she feared, the tears could drown me, instead she kept me in her heart.
Everything came with an expiry date, but her love never
The God picked up a flower, dipped it in dew, loving touched it, gifted it to me and said Son this is for u. Take care of her.....
Impulses broke my nap, and it triggered a new impulse, dialed a number, and on hearing the sound which I now wanted to hear more... I said

"Happy Mother day Mom" Love you a lot.....
And this time I really meant....

Solitude

Moon came up in the sky, the chill eclipsed the warmth of the sun,
Wind distributed the chill..
The ripples of the water were shinning in the moon.
Once in a while few guest peeped out of the water to see us.
Getting a glance, was their mission I guess.
The wind continued to comfort us, hair flew over the face.Soft hands cleared them from my face.

Candles smiled like the sun, engulfed by the darkness
Aroma of the dishes kept poking our nose
Eyes to eye contact was disturbed by the sizzlers, with their aroma filled smoke.
With occasional talks, dishes found their way into our stomach,
leaving few residues besides my lips, just waiting for a helping hand to clear them off. The scenes moved fast, munching the popcorn's we enjoyed the each and every moment.
In between few comments were passed on,
just to evoke her anger buds and a reciprocal reaction in turn.

but...

A blanket engulfed me at a glacial pace
Darkness surrounded me, which I never noticed until when
No one was there to comb back my hairs
No one was there to clear ma lips
No one was there to poke me
I was not alone, I am now with ma friend Solitude.
Tears go unnoticed, dreams go unsaid, emotion goes unsaid.
Waiting for someone to return, and return soon